2011 has been very good to me. I met a lot of people who made a huge impact on my life and it was full of wonderful memories.
I welcome this new year with a heavy heart. Not because I hate beginnings, but because I know I am leaving. I promised myself that I wouldn't be attached to anything and anyone this year. My friends made it harder for me to leave. The uncertainty of the future scares me. I guess only time can tell.
So many changes will happen this year, I can feel it.
What can I do? Change is inevitable
Saturday, December 31, 2011
* Who Says
Who Says by Selena Gomez
This song played when my mom and I were eating dinner at Luk Foo. I really like this song and it sends out a good message, too.
You've got every right to a beautiful life.
* Tape
I covered our wall with 301 pictures.
Most of them are pictures of my junior year class, my teammates (of course), my family, and the Mongols (which took up most of my wall space). There are also some random pictures like models and cute things. Hehe.
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These are the people who made my 2011 one of the best years of my life. I love them and I really hope that I can keep these people longer, and if possible, forever.
Thursday, December 29, 2011
* Laughing all the way, HAHAHA.
This was our group's caroling last year. The loudest voice was mine. I had solos (my other group mates stopped singing) -___-
We wore our THELE aprons as costumes because we forgot that the presentation was during that day. Hahaha. Our group scored 14/30.
Doesn't matter had... fun! ;)
I miss my Junior year class.
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
* Monopoly
Monopoly session with Marielle and Miles tonight.
Sleeping over at Miles' house and catching up with each other feels nice.
We fixed Miles' photowall and I might upload a picture sometime.
It looks really neat and I'm planning on having some pictures printed and making my own photowall :)
Sleeping over at Miles' house and catching up with each other feels nice.
We fixed Miles' photowall and I might upload a picture sometime.
It looks really neat and I'm planning on having some pictures printed and making my own photowall :)
* A Love Letter
Loving someone and knowing that that someone loves you back is one of the greatest feelings in the world. Being in love with someone... The feeling is even more wonderful than you imagine it could be. He or she will claim a special place in your heart. One that you'll forever carry and that no one can ever replace.
When someone loves you, the way he or she says your name is different. His or her voice starts to sound melodic and it is a kind of music you play in your head over and over. You will want to be his or her favorite "Hello" and his or her hardest "Goodbye."
It will hurt thinking that there might come a time that he or she will no longer need you. There might come a time when you will drift apart. You will change, you will grow. Everything around you will make you miss him or her and the worst part is, you can sit there all day and you know that you can never have him or her back, whatever you do. Love hurts. There is nothing as painful as heartbreak, but in order to love again, you must learn to trust again.
Deep in your heart, you will not know if you deserve to be truly happy, nor to have someone like him or her. You will want that person and will wish to keep him or her forever.
Truth is, I love someone.
Promise me you'll never let me down.
When someone loves you, the way he or she says your name is different. His or her voice starts to sound melodic and it is a kind of music you play in your head over and over. You will want to be his or her favorite "Hello" and his or her hardest "Goodbye."
It will hurt thinking that there might come a time that he or she will no longer need you. There might come a time when you will drift apart. You will change, you will grow. Everything around you will make you miss him or her and the worst part is, you can sit there all day and you know that you can never have him or her back, whatever you do. Love hurts. There is nothing as painful as heartbreak, but in order to love again, you must learn to trust again.
Deep in your heart, you will not know if you deserve to be truly happy, nor to have someone like him or her. You will want that person and will wish to keep him or her forever.
Truth is, I love someone.
Promise me you'll never let me down.
Monday, December 26, 2011
* Sick
Sick editing skills they got there. Oh my, I got goosebumps when I watched the video. I miss playing! Damn, I miss my teammates.
Best commercial I've seen. EVER.
NBA season is here. I told my momma if she doesn't have our cable TV re-connected, I'm running away from home.
I was not kidding.
* Think Geek
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An almost real lightsaber! It makes the whirring sounds, etc. Oh my...Well, looks like we know what I want for my 18th birthday! Haha!
Admit it, from the first moment you saw it on the film, you kinda wanted to get your hands on one. Yeah, that's what I thought when I saw one. Swinging around a baseball bat or a giant stick and pretending that it was a lightsaber wasn't enough anymore.
Watch the video to see why I am so amazed! :))
* Up
This is my cousin, Christopher. He may kinda look familiar to you.. That's probably 'cos he looks like Russell from Up! Well, a lot of people think he does and I think so, too.
HEHE. GOOD VIBES.
Sunday, December 25, 2011
* Nothing, really.
I saw this from Audrey's blog (http://audsbiancs.blogspot.com/2011/12/games.html) and well, I thought I'd give it a shot. Hehe.
1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
- I hope so!
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
- Nope ;)
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
- Last Monday :D
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
- Yes, I do all the time -___-
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
- Nahh.
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
- Yeah, reminded me of Butuan. Hehe.
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
- Sleeveless top, skirt and a cardigan. I am a woman :O
8. How often do you listen to music?
- Music is everywhere. So, all the time bro.
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
- Jersey shorts. -__-
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012?
- Nope. It will on 2012.
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
- Depends, really.
12. Have you ever kissed a guy whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
- Yes :)
13. What about ‘R’?
- No. Haha.
14. Can you drive a stick shift?
- Yuhh. Mikey taught me. HAHA.
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
- Yes, and I will definitely talk to them about it, those bitches. LOL.
16. Are you going out of town soon?
- I hope so! Mongols planning a Tagaytay get-away soon?
17. When was the last time you cried?
- When I watched Star Wars...
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
- Yes.
19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
- I've always wanted pink eyes. Everybody thinks it's weird...
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
- Not everything, not yet.
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
- Nothing. It's Christmas!
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
- YES. Forehead kisses are ♥
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
- No.. it was Mike -__-
24. What are you sitting on right now?
- A chair?
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
- Yes.
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
- Yes... But, I haven't given up yet so wait for me... Brad Pitt.
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
- Anthony :)
28. Do you get a lot of colds?
- Yes and I don't like it.
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
- I have no idea.
30. Does anyone hate you?
- I hope not :((
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
- Not in my room. Haha.
32. Do you like watching scary movies?
- Yeah, but I get scared a lot. HAHAHA.
33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
- No. Never.
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
- None. I wouldn't be me if one year was missing.
35. Did you have a dream last night?
- Yes, it was weird.
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
- Last night.
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
- HAHAHA...no.
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
- feelings of what?
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
- Myself
40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
- Yeah.. it was fun.
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
- Sort of. Haha.
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
- Myself.
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
- I think so.
44. What’s the best part about school?
- The big ass fan.. and my friends, of course.
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
- Duh.
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
- No, I shout it out.
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
- Once in a while.
48. Were you single over the last summer?
- Not really single.. :)
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
- NO SOOOOOO DIFFERENT FROM TWO YEARS AGO
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
- I'm not sure...
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
- Mike? :))
52. Are you nice to everyone?
- I try to be.
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
- Yes :))
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
- Yes. Of course.
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
- No. I suck at it.
56. Do you think you like someone?
- I like everyone!
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?
- Nope.
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
- I don't really care what my gender my friends are as long as they're nice/
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
- I cry all the time.
60. Do you hate anyone?
- No, it's bad to hate. Centipedes are an exception.
61. How’s your heart?
- Keeps me alive.
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
- Not really. I like talking.
63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
- Yeah.
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
- I don't know.
65. Are your toenails painted pink?
- No.
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
- I don't think so.
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
- Not all the time. Depends on the reason.
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
- HUH HAHHA
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
- My dad :)
70. How do you look right now?
- Same as always but dressed up, I guess.
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
- Yes, I'm at my "full potential" around my friends :))
72. Can you commit to one person?
- Yes, and I am committed to one person :)
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
- Yup!
74. Have you ever felt replaced?
- Ish.
75. Did you wake up cranky?
- YES.
76. Are you a jealous person?
- Yes, but I don't show it.
77. Are relationships ever worth it?
- Friendships are always worth it. The other depends on who with.
78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
- I think I might give up on Brad Pitt.
79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
- Yes! Mongols! :D
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
- I don't know..
81. Last person you cried in front of?
- Mikky?
82. Is there someone you will never forget?
- Yeah, a lot of people.
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
- Yeah.
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
- Hugging the person. Haha.
85. Are you over your past?
- Yeah.
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
- Hmmm...
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
- Yup.
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
- What?
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
- SURE. Haha!
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
- My friends hated him after I liked the person -__-
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
- I don't know
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
- Jackson?
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
- No :))
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
- Relationship with sleep, it was gooood.
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
- Yup. Very :)
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
- Mike...? -__-
97. Who do you have texts from?
- Latest are from Mike, Anthony and Nelle.
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
- Fuck you. Lol. Kidding. But I might.
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
- My parents? :))
100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
- My phone.
101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
- I wish!
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
- Yeah. Figuratively and literally :))
1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
- I hope so!
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
- Nope ;)
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
- Last Monday :D
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
- Yes, I do all the time -___-
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
- Nahh.
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
- Yeah, reminded me of Butuan. Hehe.
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
- Sleeveless top, skirt and a cardigan. I am a woman :O
8. How often do you listen to music?
- Music is everywhere. So, all the time bro.
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
- Jersey shorts. -__-
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012?
- Nope. It will on 2012.
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
- Depends, really.
12. Have you ever kissed a guy whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
- Yes :)
13. What about ‘R’?
- No. Haha.
14. Can you drive a stick shift?
- Yuhh. Mikey taught me. HAHA.
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
- Yes, and I will definitely talk to them about it, those bitches. LOL.
16. Are you going out of town soon?
- I hope so! Mongols planning a Tagaytay get-away soon?
17. When was the last time you cried?
- When I watched Star Wars...
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
- Yes.
19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
- I've always wanted pink eyes. Everybody thinks it's weird...
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
- Not everything, not yet.
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
- Nothing. It's Christmas!
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
- YES. Forehead kisses are ♥
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
- No.. it was Mike -__-
24. What are you sitting on right now?
- A chair?
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
- Yes.
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
- Yes... But, I haven't given up yet so wait for me... Brad Pitt.
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
- Anthony :)
28. Do you get a lot of colds?
- Yes and I don't like it.
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
- I have no idea.
30. Does anyone hate you?
- I hope not :((
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
- Not in my room. Haha.
32. Do you like watching scary movies?
- Yeah, but I get scared a lot. HAHAHA.
33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
- No. Never.
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
- None. I wouldn't be me if one year was missing.
35. Did you have a dream last night?
- Yes, it was weird.
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
- Last night.
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
- HAHAHA...no.
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
- feelings of what?
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
- Myself
40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
- Yeah.. it was fun.
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
- Sort of. Haha.
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
- Myself.
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
- I think so.
44. What’s the best part about school?
- The big ass fan.. and my friends, of course.
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
- Duh.
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
- No, I shout it out.
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
- Once in a while.
48. Were you single over the last summer?
- Not really single.. :)
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
- NO SOOOOOO DIFFERENT FROM TWO YEARS AGO
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
- I'm not sure...
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
- Mike? :))
52. Are you nice to everyone?
- I try to be.
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
- Yes :))
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
- Yes. Of course.
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
- No. I suck at it.
56. Do you think you like someone?
- I like everyone!
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?
- Nope.
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
- I don't really care what my gender my friends are as long as they're nice/
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
- I cry all the time.
60. Do you hate anyone?
- No, it's bad to hate. Centipedes are an exception.
61. How’s your heart?
- Keeps me alive.
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
- Not really. I like talking.
63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
- Yeah.
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
- I don't know.
65. Are your toenails painted pink?
- No.
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
- I don't think so.
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
- Not all the time. Depends on the reason.
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
- HUH HAHHA
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
- My dad :)
70. How do you look right now?
- Same as always but dressed up, I guess.
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
- Yes, I'm at my "full potential" around my friends :))
72. Can you commit to one person?
- Yes, and I am committed to one person :)
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
- Yup!
74. Have you ever felt replaced?
- Ish.
75. Did you wake up cranky?
- YES.
76. Are you a jealous person?
- Yes, but I don't show it.
77. Are relationships ever worth it?
- Friendships are always worth it. The other depends on who with.
78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
- I think I might give up on Brad Pitt.
79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
- Yes! Mongols! :D
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
- I don't know..
81. Last person you cried in front of?
- Mikky?
82. Is there someone you will never forget?
- Yeah, a lot of people.
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
- Yeah.
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
- Hugging the person. Haha.
85. Are you over your past?
- Yeah.
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
- Hmmm...
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
- Yup.
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
- What?
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
- SURE. Haha!
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
- My friends hated him after I liked the person -__-
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
- I don't know
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
- Jackson?
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
- No :))
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
- Relationship with sleep, it was gooood.
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
- Yup. Very :)
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
- Mike...? -__-
97. Who do you have texts from?
- Latest are from Mike, Anthony and Nelle.
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
- Fuck you. Lol. Kidding. But I might.
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
- My parents? :))
100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
- My phone.
101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
- I wish!
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
- Yeah. Figuratively and literally :))
Saturday, December 24, 2011
* Christmas!
Christmas is near! In a few hours we'll all be celebrating with our families, opening gifts, having fun and all those stuff.
I just thought about this a while ago while I was driving around.. Christmas day should be a National Holiday so that everyone gets a chance to spend time with their families. I mean, I know they have to work but it's Christmas... We should just go and spend time with our families because nothing's more important than family.
Just saying. If I were president, that's the first thing I'm gonna do.
I still want to believe that Santa is real. Hehe. Makes me happy.
Oh, even with all the gifts and celebrations, remember... It's when Jesus was born. So yeah.. Don't forget to thank Him for all the wonderful things you've received this year and for saving your butt. Never forget the true meaning of Christmas!
So yeah,
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
I just thought about this a while ago while I was driving around.. Christmas day should be a National Holiday so that everyone gets a chance to spend time with their families. I mean, I know they have to work but it's Christmas... We should just go and spend time with our families because nothing's more important than family.
Just saying. If I were president, that's the first thing I'm gonna do.
I still want to believe that Santa is real. Hehe. Makes me happy.
Oh, even with all the gifts and celebrations, remember... It's when Jesus was born. So yeah.. Don't forget to thank Him for all the wonderful things you've received this year and for saving your butt. Never forget the true meaning of Christmas!
So yeah,
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Friday, December 23, 2011
* Quixotic
I'm a hopeless romantic.
I want to be romanced by sweet simple things and the thoughtful amazing surprises.
Movies and expensive dinner dates are nice once in a while, but I'd rather go out on a picnic or go play at the park, spend time together lying down, (mas okay under the stars ;) ), while sharing stories and getting to know each other better, or hang-out in the car while singing old songs at the top of our lungs...
I want to be romanced by sweet simple things and the thoughtful amazing surprises.
Movies and expensive dinner dates are nice once in a while, but I'd rather go out on a picnic or go play at the park, spend time together lying down, (mas okay under the stars ;) ), while sharing stories and getting to know each other better, or hang-out in the car while singing old songs at the top of our lungs...
I know, maybe nobody does these kinds of things anymore... but to me, that's what makes it really special.
* The Mongols
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| My non-biological family. |
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| Oh, the poses -__- |
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| Mike, the original, Mongol #1. Whose strange-ness brought us all together. |
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| Raffy, the chinese guy who's white as chalk. |
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| Maegan the cutie-pie knows nothing of evil. |
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| Dacky, the curly-haired woman who writes really good stuff. |
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| Hashi, the japanese friend, also EVP, who always got my back and is always on-the-go. -__- |
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| Danes, the peculiar one who never fails to light up the room. |
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| Anton, the spaniard that looks like me? and shakes whenever he laughs... |
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| So yeah.. We a group of strange people. I hope I get to keep them forever. |
* The Sport
BASKETBALL
People don’t play sports because it’s fun. Ask any athlete, most of them hate it, but they couldn’t imagine their life with out it. It’s part of them, the love/hate relationship. It’s what they live for. They live for the practices, parties, cheers, long bus rides, invitationals, countless pairs of different types of shoes, water, Gatorade, and coaches you hate but appreciate. They live for the way it feels when they beat the other team, and knowing those two extra sprints they ran in practice were worth it. They live for the way they become a family with their team, they live for the countless songs they sing in their heads while training all those hours. They live for the competition, they live for the friends, the practices, the memories, the pain. It’s who they are. It’s who we are.
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| All the pain, the sacrifices.. |
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| ...were worth it.. |
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| ...when we finally got that crown. |
BOO YAH!
* The Family
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| The Mother, strange woman who gave me life at bestfriend 4evah |
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| The Father, kung san ko nakuha kalabuan ko and The Step-Mother, nagpalaki lalo ng pamilya ko. |
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| The Brother, kung tumawa parang wala ng bukas. |
* Prelude
I love Spongebob and ice cream. Strawberries make me happy, too. For me, crescent & full moons are lovely and I like star gazing. I wish to see a solar eclipse in my lifetime and I want to try things that make my heart beat fast, like skydiving! Wehew.
My thoughts wander most of the time and I say what's in my mind. I got short-attention span.
Yeah, I'm Daring and headstrong. I like taking risks and I am willing to risk anything and everything for people I love.
I think Superman is the third greatest super hero of all time, next to Yoda. Jesus bein' first. I want a light saber and I wish to fly a starship, but an ordinary airplane will do. Imma become a pilot.
I have a lot of families. First of, is my biological one. I also have a long lost family, my team.: Dem lost sisters and additional parents, the coaches. My friends.. I consider them family as well -- the Mongols.
I want to believe that Narnia is real and that Unicorns exists.
I love Basketball. It taught me a lot of things, it taught me to love.
Imma live randomly, take chances, do things unexpectedly. So far, so good.
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